Dear Silas, As your daddy and I went back to see you before you went to be prepped for surgery, a thousand feelings came over me. For the entirety of your journey, I have heard or been told many times that I am strong. Strong? I appreciate it more than anyone knows, but I am … Continue reading Strength
Dear Silas, It's hard to believe that you've been in the NICU for almost four weeks. It has flown by. And then again, it feels like we have been here.. forever. We still don't have an estimated time of when you may get to go home, but the road there looks more and more clear … Continue reading Ready for surgery.
I woke up in darkness surrounded by silence Oh where, where have I gone? I woke to reality losing its grip on me Oh where, where have I gone? 'Cause I can see the light before I see the sunrise You called and You shouted Broke through my deafness Now I'm breathing in and breathing … Continue reading Alive Again.
Dear Silas,I know that eventually we will find ourselves on our way out of this hospital. This year has been a tough one. It has been especially hard the last couple of days, because I haven't been able to visit you. I miss your brother. I miss you. I want our family to be whole. … Continue reading heavy heart.